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My
20th college reunion is coming up in June. Reunions often
cause a flood of memories and a reason for reflection
on one’s life. For me, the first thoughts are of the
very superficial: yes, I’m a lot bigger now than
I was then. Alas. But, then, thoughts turn to all the
things that have happened in my life in the past twenty
years.
One
of my most prominent memories of my graduation from Colby
College is actually from the day after graduation.
I was stretched out on a lawn chair in the backyard
of my parents’ house—without the faintest notion of what I was
going to do with my life. I had been so focused on graduating that I failed
to consider
the aftermath. I remember thinking that I had never had such an experience.
When I was in high school, I was determined to get into a good college. When
I was
in college, I focused on graduating. Once I graduated, I found myself without
a goal and I remember how unsettling that experience was.
So,
I focused at first on my most immediate needs. I knew
that I would need to make some money, so I called the
restaurant where I had waited on tables
during
my college summers, Hilltop Steak House (maybe some of you have been there;
it’s
the big restaurant on Route 1 in Saugus, Mass. with all of the plastic cows out
front). As summer moved into fall and I was still working there, some of the
long-time waitresses started to get on my case. They were concerned that I would
get trapped by the lure of the steady stream of tips and that I wouldn’t
make something with my life. And, then my college advisor got in touch with me,
also expressing concern that I was still waiting on tables. Like the waitresses,
he too offered his unsolicited advice. “Go and DO something,” he
told me. And then he added, “If it doesn’t work out, go DO something
else.”
So,
I tried a few things, all of which did not “work out,” until
I finally came to grips with that lingering voice in the back of my head. After
three years out of college, I finally enrolled in divinity school. It was a
big leap of faith, but one that I am so grateful that I took.
The road since then has been anything but smooth and predictable, but it
has been rewarding. And, perhaps, that is one of the significant lessons
of our
reflections when we face a reunion. So many of the most rewarding aspects
of life begin with
taking a risk, taking a leap of faith.
The
last time I took a leap of faith was on March 12, 2006.
I suspect it was the last time that Old South took a
leap as well. It was the day of my candidate
sermon and the vote of the congregation to call me as Old South’s settled
pastor.
Now,
I’m looking forward to our next great leap of faith together. I
hope you are too.
I’m not sure when or where it will happen, but I am sure that it will.
I’m also sure that there may be some missteps along the way, places where
our risk-taking doesn’t “work out.” But, even there, the advice
of my college professor is still helpful: “If it doesn’t work,
go do something else.”
May
we be so bold in our faith that we continue to take great
leaps of faith, to resist the temptation of sticking
with the comfortable and safe.
May God continue to be with us, calling us to new places and new life.
Amen!
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